Depressed..
Depressedi'm getting suicidal and i dont know if i'll get a chance to say goodbye
i should just quit.
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Living The Dream Chapter 32*My Point of View*Living The Dream Chapter 32
"mommy, mommy, its time to wake up" I heard Bri, as she kissed my cheeks. I opened my eyes a little.
"come on mommy" she shrieked. I sat up, rubbing my eyes, I looked down at my stomach. Bri kissed my tummie and I giggled. She smiled and after I shower, did my hair and changed we both went down, Georg and Gustav were there already.
"morning guys, sup?" I smiled.
"headaches" they mumbled.
"why?" I asked. They both gave me looks.
"Bri, next time, those twins should stay alone, poor Georg and Gusti have headaches" I giggled a little.
by ~EKShineszx0x89
Who Knew Chapter 6Tom was upset when he heard about what happened to Bill, with Gordon. They both had it harder than they thought both ways.Who Knew Chapter 6
"Bill, what does your mom think of all this?" Tom asked.
"she thinks that everything he does is for the best, but I don't care, I'm not going into medical school" Bill said, laying back, letting out a little yawn.
"kay" Tom sighed, "we should go to sleep, its late" Tom said, Bill nodded in agreement. They both brushed their teeth, showered and got ready for bed, they got into bed and Bill drifted to sleep.
Tom was awake, watching him, he was scared, the last thing he
by ~EKShineszx0x89
Living The Dream Chapter 31*Bri's Point of View*Living The Dream Chapter 31
"we're home, we're home" I jump off Ester's lap and run into the house and tell Simone. Bill helps Ester out of the car and they come in.
"Hi kids, how was your honeymoon?" Simone asked them.
"it was wonderful" Ester said, as Simone hugged Bill, then went over to her and hugged her carefully.
"how are you feeling?" Simone asked Ester.
"good, Bill was a real gentleman and took really good care of me and his baby" she smiled. I saw Bill's face turn red and giggled.
"Simone, she said yes" I shrieked, happily.
"that's great, so start
by ~EKShineszx0x89
Living The Dream Chapter 30*My Point of View*Living The Dream Chapter 30
Me and Bill went to the limo and were on our way to the hotel, for the night. Bill was holding me, tightly. When we got to the hotel Bill picked me up and carried me into the room. He put me on the bed and got over me.
"you're finally mine, all mine" he whispered, pressing his lips to mine.
"forever and ever" I whispered, kissing him back. i kept kissing him back until he pulled back.
"baby, I love you so much" Bill whispered, breaking the kiss.
"i love you so much more" I whispered.
"that.. is.. so.. not.. true" he whispered, between kisses. h
by ~EKShineszx0x89
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My Albino PrincessMy dear albino princess, im writing this to you although I know you will never read it your sweet delicate hands will never hold this piece of paper. Your soft peals of laughter will never again tickle my ears. I will never again see you innocent face with your tiny round nose and your wide baby eyes. Those eyes, the color of your soul. They showed everything. Every tiny emotion. From amusment when you would flip your soft waterfall of straight shoulder length hair and brush away your fringe, to the sparkling in those eyes when you're so called friends pushed you around. My sweet albino princess how I wanted to hold you in my armsMy Albino Princess
by ~binkydapandabear
When Shadows Kiss pt 8"No I can't go to jail! I'm too beautiful and I drop the soap all the time!" Said Bill as he was being pulled forward. "Shut up Bill!" Yelled an annoyed Georg. "I'm innocent I am! Just look at Tom he's the guilty one! I mean look at his pants!" "Shut up!" Yelled a twice as annoyed Tom from behind. "You're supposed to be on my side you idiot" I heard Tom add as I ran towards them with Ester and Bri close behind. I went to Bill completely confused as to what was happening. "Oh! Smiley!" He said smiling at what I have to say was the worst time for him to do so (silly Bill) "Whats going on officer?" I heard Bri ask tWhen Shadows Kiss pt 8
by ~binkydapandabear
My Dream Come True Part Eight~*Tom's Point Of View*~My Dream Come True Part Eight
I came into the kitchen and saw Bri absolutely glowing,
"What are you doing to her Ester, you're making her blush!" I smiled, kissing Ester's cheek, and attacking Bri with ten thousand
"I didn't do anything" She giggled,
"Daddy, Ester made me blush!" Bri squeaked
"I can see that baby" I laughed
"Girls, I have to go pick up the boys in a couple minutes, I'll be back in an hour, unless you wanna come" I said,
"I wanna go!" Bri chirped, never wanting to be away from me
"I'll stay" Ester said,
"Okay" I s
by ~IAmBriKaulitz
Away From The Public Eye¡¡¡~~~ Warning, Twincest, don't like, don't read! You have been warned ~~~!!!Away From The Public Eye
Bill smiled as he watched Tom walking around in nothing but his boxers, they were meant to be packing for two days when they went on tour but Bill knew that if he started now he wouldn't have anytime at all with Tom before they left because he had so much stuff to go though. Tom laughed at Bill as he lay completely naked across his bed, Bill smiled at him and shrugged. "What?" "You, just laying there, I know what you're trying to do" Bill bit his lip and looked at Tom through half closed eyes. "Is it working
by ~VampireShadow93
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| Hi!! i'm Ester Bill Kaulitz is everything to me but my world is my best friend Bri, idk where i would be without her. I'm in love with Tokio Hotel i can talk about them all day and not get bored.. i love reading fan fiction stories about them especailly the ones Bri writes.. i also cannot live without music, i need it on 24/7 literally fiction.tokiohotelfiction [link] youtube.com/EKShineszx0x123 |
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- Current Residence: BK, New York
- Interests: Tokio Hotel, Music, Fiction Stories
- Favourite movie: Don't Have One
- Favourite band or musician: Tokio Hotel
- Favourite genre of music: Alternative
- Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer
- Operating System: Laptop
- MP3 player of choice: ipod touch
- Wallpaper of choice: Bill Kaulitz
- Favourite cartoon character: A lot of them
- Personal Quote: "No One Can Make You Feel Inferior Without Your Consent"
- Tools of the Trade: notebook and pen/pencil
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
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They're deceiving u
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Of me and u
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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i am what i am, and that is more than enough...
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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i am what i am, and that is more than enough...
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Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
--
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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You can take everything i have, you can control my life, but you can't ever take the memories of the day I fell in love with Tom Kaulitz..
~If it wasnt for TRL, i would've never found my true love~
--
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Dont jump
I scream into the night for u
Dont make it true
Dont jump
The lights will not guide u thru
They're deceiving u
Dont jump
Dont let memories go
Of me and u
The world is down there out of view
Please dont jump
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